As it is, I am a tired one as of late. I'm making sure I don't f*ck up someone's mail while you all are millions of miles away. I can't drive too much anymore; afraid of falling asleep. While I still fear the loss of a social life.. which is pretty much just church and volleyball... I'm also okay with where I stand. Saving up for a place to call my own... ish. I'm becoming okay with having a little Absolut in my drink when I'm out having dinner. I'm becoming okay with the fact that I've been "known." Call it what you will. I'm going to call it "experience." You tell me if I'm in the dirty water, and I'll tell you how dark it is.